Tim's Awesome Blog.

Here’s to the meaning of life... just kidding. I have no idea what that is. But slowly I am realising that perhaps I'm here to or We’re here to create. Yes. Create. That is make things. Do things, move things, start things, sing songs, write poetry, manifest stories that will stand the test of time or write a blog that no one will read. I figured, lots of people have babies, they get married and create love and in the process create other humans in the form of sons and daughters. They start families, and they make themselves known by going to work every single day and making their mark on the world by building a family.  In a way, we are always creating, always starting something and always moving towards a goal of everlasting immortality be it through a child, a relationship, a fledging dot com or the next iPhone or maybe even blowing up a building. That takes planning.  Maybe that’s the only way to keep me motivated too? I don't mean the family part just yet or blow...

Well well... look who it is. Its me again. Yes after years of trying to find this blog site I finally realised where it is. My last post? 2012. Yup... nearly 3 years ago. How time flies. I must confess I really did not follow through on that last post at all. A Diary? A Journal? The only thing I really used this blog for was to try and convince a girl to go out on a date with me. Well what has changed? Why did I all of a sudden decide at 3:58am to start writing a blog post. Well the inspiration came from a close friend. Actually he is my roomate as well. His blog site is kminpires.com and this is amongst many things I envy him for, one of which I can immediately measure is a blog site. I know for a fact I started a blog site in 2010. At least a couple of years before he did! So i got that going for myself. Seriously, the guy is a living legend. The top 3% as I call him. We all have to have our... .....And for some reason that paragrpah ends there. I did not get to publish that po...

I am starting a blog simply because I have nothing much to say and plenty I should. Whoever may be reading this, I salute you. And although nothing short of exciting might happen in my life at the moment I will assure you that I will apply the knowledge I have learned from the very greats to try and make it a little more interesting for the readers and Whoever may be watching me from above. I will use this as a kind of diary; a journal if you will that entails my voyage of successes and failures, tribulations, pleasure, pain and everything in between. Love is still my ultimate goal and my missing piece in the puzzle that is life. This shall be my first step towards mapping my life and at 29, i believe its never too late to embody that old maxim of “if its worth living, its worth recording”. And so it begins…

Someone, although very young, taught me that no one else in this world can help you but yourself. She was absolutely right. Only the pain that comes from life experiences can free you from the weakness inside of ones self. Its from constantly getting hurt. Because even though i am supposed to be hurt now, i cannot seem to find the pain that was once there. Does this mean i got stronger? Does this mean i am finally free? Does it mean i can move on? Perhaps in order to feel the freedom, the love and the pleasure that a person needs, first and foremost one must feel absolute and heart shattering pain. The  building blocks  of your happiness can then be rebuilt to make a stronger and more robust system for the persuit of happiness. Even though you are scared shitless of where the void is leading you. You just jump anyway and make sure you dont fall on anyone along the way. And even though the pain is great, even though the hard work was exerted, at least you have the memories...

Dear Ingrid, you got any dvd specials on right now? im still thinking of a creative date idea by the way. For now i'll have to send you this. Next time i see you, i will have a good one. Promise :) anyways, i gotta go! Yours truly, Tim